Am I trying to 'find myself'? Am I 'soul searching'? It seems that life's journeys are all about playing Hide n Seek with one's souls and self. "I'm searching for my soul", "I'm finding my self." Yes, I purposely separated “myself” into 'my' and 'self'. The self, at least I view it as such, is a thing I have, able to be changed, vulnerable to damage, and without insurance. My self is in ceaseless need of help and repair. My self is prideful and in want of more. More everything. My self is sad, pathetic, and was lost, apparently. I found my self these past few years. I didn't know what do to with me, my self was so forlorn and... solemn. I added a little spice in my self's life. It helped a little, I think. My self is doing better now. Its not perfect yet, but its doing a lot better, thanks for asking. Am I still out to find my self? No, my self is found, it just needs a little growing up, that's all. Which ...